1.20.2020

Simplicity


Simplicity: the state, quality, or example of being simple.

As the time passes and seasons changes, the more I try to be more simple. I try to stop being so extravagant and just go back to the beginning. To try and remember all the important things in my life before all the materialistic things started to consume me. Now I must say I am not that old but the difference between early twenties to now pushing thirty is truly a new chapter. To described it better  in one word, I would say GROWTH. 

I remember as I young adult I was engulfed in His presence. Everything I did was a reflection of Him. I was in the church 6 of 7 days of the week. I was in many bible studies and on my way to being a part of leadership within my church. There was so much passion in everything I accomplished so I could thrive for Him to shine. I was at the top of my the mountain with Him to the point I never wanted to leave. 

One of crucial moments in my life was about to begin. Little did I know, It made me step back and look at my life. I remember one of my youth pastors was very blunt. He wanted every teen around  him to not make the mistakes he had or has witnessed in his life. He was specifically hard on me because was raised with my mother and knew all she has been through in life.  

One day I was about to read my bible right before our fine arts competition. Now fine arts was big within my church. There was many categories such as human videos, singing, photography, ect. that you could compete in. So as I'm sitting there he looked at me straight in my eyes and told me that my love and passion, the way I expressed my love for god was my idol. I was heartbroken that someone wanted to tell me where my walk with god was. Like I stated earlier, there was nothing pulling me away from the love of god. To this day I truly believe, that it wasn't my idol it was just that clutch for the lord to draw me nearer to him at the time.

Needless to say that the next season of my life, I was about too fail. I was going into college meeting new people and being in new places. I was starting to be intrigued by the mess and sin around me to the point I was starting to get lost. Now this portion of my life I will save for another say because I'm still working on myself from the sin I allowed to enter my life. 

So let's skip forward to present day and back to simplicity considering that you know some of my back story. I have taken a step back from life the last couple of months to relfect . I have been reading books to grow in leadership and my faith. I have consumed my life in worshiping god and soaking in all the blessings, goodness, and faithfulness of Him. To expand my relationship with Him and trust that His purpose will come to pass. Im truly seeking him to pull me completely from my darkest time in life and shine his light again in ever aspect of my life.

On top of all the readings, we have certain people that will like to follow. They intrigue us because of their character, realness, and openness that is bestowed upon them. So I have being watching a FB episode from the real co star, Adrienne Ballon Houton. This girl is one the REALEST CHRISTIANS I have come across. She has the faith but is not ashamed to share her weakness and her story. She does at lot of make up , lifestyle, and home decor episodes but I happened to come across a little different video she had made. 

The video was about her weight loss journey.  Lets be real, I was waiting on her to say she worked out an hour a day and watched her food intake ect but man was I so wrong. She went on to take about her 555 routine. Now I was like come on 5 minutes ? She proceeded to explain what each 5 meant.  They were 5 minutes of reading her bible, 5 minutes of prayer and 5 minutes of worship. In my mind I was thinking what in the world is she talking about. How is this 555 routine really going to make you lose weight and be healthier. 

So I decided to embark on the journey myself to see what this the talk was about.  I had done so many of the advertised pills and work out plans, I was desperate and willing to try anything. Well let me tell you one thing, within just a week I lost weight and felt better than ever. I was questioned by co workers on the difference and I honestly had no answer for them. It started getting my mind going in circle and questioning myself on what I was doing different. Then it hit me!  This was a spiritual battle I am to fight.  The mind is the center of everything in your body. We have to have a positive mindset to even being to set a goal or to have the drive and ambition in life.

The Lord will take us from the inside and start to rip us slowly. He will take away all the layers we have built up and bring back the simplicity of our existence. He wants to restore and rejuvenate our mind body and soul but we have to allow Him to come and start the process. We have to take that 15 minutes with him daily and sit in his presence so he can remove all the crud and impurities we have allowed to enter our lives.

Im sure Adrienne will never read this, but just one simple routine that she shared and allowed God to speak through her has now made me realize that all the glitz and glam of the world is nothing without Him. The simple things such as the renewing of the mind and spending that quality time with him is all we need. 

My prayer for all reading is that you allow god to strip you back to what he has created you to be. 
That simplicity isn't always a bad thing. To allow Him to pull you back to the beginning and rebuilt what we need in our lives and to be a light in the darkness. To suppress the worldly mentality of perfection. A time to reflect on His goodness and mercy and praise the one true God. As one of my favorite songs states , "I want to be tried by fire purify, to take what ever you desire, Lord here's my life." Surrender all to him and start with the simple routine that will be life changing. Just 15 minutes a day to spend with him will embark you on the next journey of restoral and I promise you will truly never look back!

Much Love, 
Alecia 






11.03.2018

Years Later

Its been so long since I have been on here !
So many things have come and gone but .. I am still here stronger than ever .....

Since I have created this blog for my education tech class in college, I have accomplish so many goal that I have set.

Overtime I have lost people in my life and gained new ones.  I have had life death expierences in result changing my whole thought on life. We take so many things for granted  ... say so many words that should have never come out our mouths but once you are the mist of losing it all .... about to take your last breath and  God placed his mercy on my life ..
                                         
                                              I HAVE FOREVER BEEN CHANGED.

Once big accomplishment I have pushed from was to excel in my photography business I started after high school ! Honestly who would have though I will still be doing it after 8 years ! Such a REWARDING business to be capturing moments we never want to forget .

Also after all my health issues I had to listen for years by doctors,
     " YOU WILL NEVER CARRY A CHILD."
well yep you guessed it , that little bundle of joy in the picture above ... thats my miracle baby ! My promise God gave me the last time I laid in the hospital bed.

And most off all leaping in faith . Everything that comes your way, you can handle. He will take your pain and turn it into beauty. There is nothing in this world he can't handle, he can't promise, and he won't deliver.  As long as it in his plan for our life, we WILL get what was promised.

So if your reading this please please please go home after class  or even just driving in your car .. look around and think off all the blessings we have been given.

                                                EVEN DOWN TO YOUR BREATH

and praise the creator who gave it all for you !

Much Love,
Alecia







8.17.2015

It is well

Recently all I have been thinking about is college. As Classes have just began today.... I longing just to sit back at Fairmont State University one more time and be completely engulfed in the dream I have set out to be as a little girl.

Its mind boggling how we think when we turn 18 life is going to be great.

well joke was on me ... haha

One semester off turned into 2 .... 3 ... 4....

It crazy to me how we let life just scoop us up and crunch us up like a wad of paper. And spits you out whole damaged and torn with sickess.

the whole purpose of this  - if they still use my blog

NEVER give up follow your dreams.

you NEVER know what tomorrow ill bring live life while you can.

enjoy all the things I loved .. such as a blogging for class ! ... falling asleep in class, listen to teachers mumbling about things we will never use in life and the endless hours of 12- 20 page papers you have to write the night before its due :)


Enjoy the semester for you will surely miss the amazing teachers, staff and friends that you will soon meet !

Good Luck
Much Love
A.Lee



1.08.2012

What's Done is Done !

Every Thursday I attend a Christian organization on campus called Chi Alpha.  Our services are normal to almost every Assembles of god Church. We have worship and then we listen to the pastor speak his message.

Our pastor always talks about things that are on his heart. This Thursday it was a little different from any other Thursday.  We happened to watch a video and then evaluate it with our own personal thoughts and opinions.

This message on the video was about what is and isn’t appropriate for Christians. The  should and shouldn’t s we should watch or listen to in our everyday lives.

Chi Alpha eventually got into a little debate about movies, for example Harry Potter. Some thought it was okay and other that it was horrible because it has witch craft throughout the movie. What was eventually brought up was that Narnia, a Christian based movie, also had “Dark Magic” throughout the movie.

Eventually we stopped our little disagreement and our pastor told us just to think about what can hurt or help our walk in our faith. So I started paying attention to some movies I watched.

Later on in the week, I happened to watch Narnia. 

While watching the movie one thing had popped out the movie that just kind of stuck.
During the movie, after Edmund was saved and he had had a conversation with Aslan, The lion, Aslan told Edmunds brother and sisters this – 

“What’s done is done; 
there is no need to speak to Edmund about what is past.”

What a powerful statement. To me this is one of the most affective words in the whole movie.

All over my social networks I see friends and families fighting of what HAS happened. They dwell on the things of the past instead of the present or even the future. Instead of just forgiving them once they fall in to their own traps and have failed time after time. 

If we would just generously forgive our friends and family and actually attempt to change our ways maybe we, as a generation, can start to make a change in this world. If we run full force like an army toward our enemy or in this cause the negativity in this world, our generation, can start to make a change in this world. 

For when we forgive Someone, we ourselves are forgiven We feel as if a load has been lifted off of us. And once we have that load off of us we start to blossom in our gifts and talents instead of focusing on being mad at the world for the HAS BEEN!

So remember – 

What is Done is Done!
 
Have a blessed day – 
A.Lee